≡ HC Tour: Day 1 // Bill`s Diary by Zack (English version)

Ok Girls. Here is the Zack’s Fiction in English. Please, ignore all the mistakes. Just enjoy the reading. Thank you all. We are really happy to have this fiction on this blog.

Thank you Zack, for all you’ve done for us

Well, me, writing a diary? Who the hell would imagine something like that, but since I can´t talk with freedom, it’s a nice way to empty my heart and who the hell knows? Maybe I will be able to read this someday and write songs for a new album in the future.

I´m going to write in lines at the different times in the day. I can´t write all at the finally of the day, since we need to hang out with the band as in the past tours and I can´t wait for that.

Do I use the term “Dear Diary”? I don´t think so.

Day 1 and part 2

-Nice trip was good, the airport just relaxed, the staff who join us, it’s good, relaxed and completely manageable by Tom and I feel good with that.

-I love when he kisses my star after I go out of the shower, the sparkle in his eyes is just magic when he does that, I remember when I decided to get the tattoo we did not even start as a couple but we knew we loved each other in that special way, I remember that poem that I read and the only one who mean that for me.

Love.

This poem is a resume of the significant of my tattoo and he knows that and he loves it, he smiles when I show the tattoo at the stage, it is because he knows that is a mark that I belong to him.

Mein Stern

Du bist am Horizont mein Stern,
doch leider bist Du mir so fern!
Du erleuchtest meinen Weg so hell
und Dein Licht ist manchmal grell!

Du hast nicht immer den gleichen Stand,
und immer wenn ich Dich dann fand,
wünschte ich mir was von Dir!
Und hin und wieder erfülltest Du ihn

mir.

Dein Schein ist so klar und rein,
es ist einfach wunderbar und fein!
Ich bin glücklich Dich mein zu nennen
und ich möchte mich niemals von Dir

trennen.

Du leitest mich auf rechtem Pfad,
wenn ich fahr mit meinem Rad.
Dein Licht ist warm und hell,
es geht auch so schnell.

Du gibst mir Kraft und Mut,
Du füllst mein Herz mit neuer Glut.
Und das erwärmt mein Blut,
oh tut das gut!

In Deinem Licht bin ich geborgen
und Du vertreibst mir Kummer und Sorgen.
Du bleibst mir immer Treu,
worüber ich mich so sehr freu’!

In meinen Träumen bist Du mir ganz nah,
es ist einfach wunderbar!
Du entführst mich in anderen Welten,
wo wir übernachten und auch zelten.

Ich lass Dich nie wieder geh’n,
und hoffe, Du lässt mich auch nicht

steh’n.
Ich hab Dich doch so lieb,
wenn unsere Liebe bloß für immer blieb!

Doch leider verabschiedet sich jeder

Stern
und ich mag es gar nicht gern!
Warum musst Du vergeh’n?
Ich kann es einfach nicht versteh’n!
Kannst Du nicht immer bei mir sein
und mir spenden Deinen wunderbaren

Schein?

-One year without being at stage is a difficult thing, I think that´s why we decided to make San Remo Festival, to break the ice and start to get the rhythm, the tour is just to start and I ‘ve never been so nervous, there is a lot of new stuff, new people working with us and plus of that, more media attention. Is that not stressful enough?, Tom is a real pain in the ass… not literately, but he does not want to respect schedules…he is taking so long in the bathroom, we are not at home now, it’s a hotel, it’s Italy, we have like a twenty people waiting for us, it is all what I want to say to him, but of course I wouldn´t do to… I start to feel his stress and that it is so danger for us, and for the band, we can´t afford, Tom goes violent or rude with anybody so, keep him calm is the best choice to deal with it.

-I feel like a stupid every time he gets out to the bathroom with the towel in his waist, it is just a heavenly moment, I would not fight for going late? I don´t care if we are late now, I love to enjoy this special view.

-Talk with Georg is almost impossible since he can´t stop talking with his girl at the phone, I hate it, it’s like somebody is between us. I think they’re not going to save that relationship with the tour, I can imagine that so well, if I have problems with my boy I just have to wait a minute to resolve it face to face, phone does not work.

-San Remo is going good but the organization just sucks, and Tom is desperate about everything, as always they announce a meet and greet, would be nice if some day they ask, we love our fans, but the security always has to receive special instructions by Tom, who once in a time becomes annoying with them, I think they know, they work, so…

-Gustav is so mad, and he, mad, is danger, his drum set is not as he asked for it in the check sound, hope at the show they fix it, he is speaking with Tom about what is wrong and I don´t understand a word.

-What a stupid idea a dress room with a bed to compensate the delays? It’s just stupid, we are four people. And a bed in a dress room… makes me want to have sex and it’s not possible now.

-Show was ok, we had a lot of technical difficulties and of course Gustav drum set was a shit, after party everyone is mad and no talking, at the beginning all of us were jelling and now no body wants to talk.

-Where is David at least?

-Time to bed, he´s not good, I know, but he doesn´t want to talk, I know he is mad about the show, but it’s something more, he goes to his room, in five minutes the communication door between our rooms is going to be opened it, but tonight I know he just wants to go to sleep hugged.

-Airport time I just hate it, is so stressful walk in those places, some people think that we are kind of assholes, but it’s a security reason, we don´t have to establish eye contact or the fans go into madness. Tom is dressed up with a coffee on his hand, walking around, I want to jell him he don´t even close his luggage, it’s annoying, he does not care anything now, he’s still sad, and I don´t know why, he loves the stage, to arrange live, but he is scared of this tour. It’s our first tour as a mature couple and I think this is going to affect the work too. I cross to his room and close his luggage and check his passport, give him a little kiss and pray to that humor goes away soon, because I need some sex.

-The staff notice that he is not in a good mood since he covers his face and does not want to look at anybody, I now he cried today, but sometimes it’s better do not talk about it, until he wants to. Time to take the flight to Luxembourg.